This week has just been on of those weeks. One of those weeks where everything seems to be packedtogetherthistight and there's not room for anything beyond the necessities. I feel like I'm just trying to keep my head above water--just trying to endure the waves and wait for calm seas again.
This week has included many events that have given me a run for my money:
-Sending out support letters to fundraise for Brazil
-Trying to get sleep even though my body has decided to stop sleeping through the night
-Turning in my "Intent to Graduate" forms
-Finding housing for next year (eek.)
-Having to fight feeling inadequate, overwhelmed, happy, sad, frustrated, humbled, angry, isolated and even depressed
-Choosing to trust the Lord even when I feel this way
-Being a student (papers, student teaching/service learning, projects, tests)
It's times like this when I just want to run far, far away. To get away from life. I yearn to be home with my family. I miss my mom's hugs, my Dad's talks with me and my brothers' laughter. I just keep waiting for my spirit to find rest.
So for now, I will seek the Lord with all my heart.
He promises that when I do, I will find rest.
But more importantly, I will find Him.
And He is more than enough.
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